December 2011
finishing work two hours early again. i could get used to this!
in need of your voice to hold my head together
can’t believe i’ve been swindled out of my own bed. fucking christmas
Watchphilsmithies:
Defeater - ‘Brothers’ Acoustic Session
lovely lunch in the cafe with sally. had the best beef and salad baguette oh my days
ok i lied
today is already picking up. all of the bosses are out of the office today so there’s like four of us chilling to christmas tunes. feeling a bit better. excited to get dressed up and go out tonight :)
so tired. not a good night to wake up at 3 in the morning and not be able to get back to sleep. there’s a high possibility that i will not survive today.
i wanna be drunk when i wake up
on the right side of the wrong bed
and never an excuse i made up
tell you the truth i hate,
what didn’t kill me
never made me stronger at all
really think i’m giving all my fucking time and effort to the wrong people
but when you’re chasing brightness you lose concern with the damage done